Too Much

OMG...
XXXXX is going to XXXXXXXX in just a few days!

Still here..

I am still around.
Just...taking time to think i guess.
Right now..i am dealing with:

-Job
-Moving to another apt?
-Bf?
-Family


Once I sort it out..i'll try to post.

But...it is worth noting that NEMO turned 1 year old yesterday.
Here is his pic the day I got him...case you missed it earlier.

Odd Times Lately

Well...
Ophelia did miss. But perhaps a good thing she did.

Maybe it was the low pressure involved with her...or maybe just that dark cloud that won't go away over my head....but while she was at her closest to the coast, I found myself not caring about her. Or anything.

I thought my meds was supposed to suppress feelings like that? :)

But...then I saw a movie that changed that.

The exorcism of emily rose.

Scary? Yes. Because of the special effects? Sorta.

It is the first time I have seen a movie that really tries to explain how one becomes possessed over another. As far as possiblities.

But Emily (better know as Analiese) chose to die (this is a true story btw) in order to make sure her story was told to the world.

Well. I heard her story. I can see why now that she wanted it told.

So what impact did it have on me?
Well, just got me thinking more about my spiritual side of life. Something I have explored many times, but also discount at others.

Chris...(topher) thanks for helping me on the phone last night in talking about this...and God. Always interesting to hear another's point of view of life's biggest wonder.

And to the other Chris...(topher)....thank you. See you Friday night.

So I have decided to isolate myself for a bit. I hope others don't offense to it, I just need to truly think about who are my real friends in life right now. I feel that I am too open. Time for me to put a wall up I guess you would say. I mean, only so many times you can be shot before you realize you are not wearing a bullet proof vest.

*raises glass*
Here is to better times ahead ;)

Still here...

Ophelia is a pain in the ass.

Winds are gusty here right now, but looks like I will miss out on my hurricane if this track holds true.

Which is okay, c/ after working ALL WEEKEND for hours and hours...I am over it.

Where is the snow?
:)

My First Hurricane

Well, I moved here just for this reason.

And now it appears it may happen.
Here is the offical forecast this morning from the National Weather Service:

SCZ049-050-110100-
COASTAL COLLETON-CHARLESTON-
INCLUDING THE CITIES OF...EDISTO BEACH...CHARLESTON
615 AM EDT SAT SEP 10 2005

...HIGH RISK OF RIP CURRENTS THROUGH THIS EVENING...

.TODAY...PARTLY CLOUDY AND BREEZY. HIGHS IN THE UPPER 80S...EXCEPT
MID 80S NEAR THE COAST. NORTH WINDS 15 TO 25 MPH.
.TONIGHT...PARTLY CLOUDY. LOWS 68 TO 72. NORTH WINDS 10 TO 20
MPH.
.SUNDAY...PARTLY CLOUDY AND BREEZY. A 20 PERCENT CHANCE OF
SHOWERS IN THE AFTERNOON. HIGHS IN THE MID 80S. NORTH WINDS 20 TO
25 MPH.
.SUNDAY NIGHT...BECOMING MOSTLY CLOUDY AND WINDY. A 40 PERCENT
CHANCE OF RAIN. LOWS IN THE LOWER 70S. NORTH WINDS 20 TO 30 MPH.
GUSTS UP TO 40 MPH AFTER MIDNIGHT.
.MONDAY...RAIN LIKELY. DAMAGING WINDS POSSIBLE BY AFTERNOON. RAIN
MAY BE HEAVY AT TIMES. HIGHS IN THE LOWER 80S. NORTH WINDS 35 TO
45 MPH WITH GUSTS UP TO 55 MPH...INCREASING TO 50 TO 60 MPH WITH
GUSTS UP TO 80 MPH IN THE AFTERNOON. CHANCE OF RAIN 60 PERCENT.
.MONDAY NIGHT...HURRICANE CONDITIONS. RAIN MAY BE HEAVY AT TIMES.
LOWS IN THE MID 70S.
.TUESDAY...TROPICAL STORM CONDITIONS THROUGH EARLY AFTERNOON. RAIN
MAY BE HEAVY AT TIMES IN THE MORNING. HIGHS IN THE LOWER 80S.
.TUESDAY NIGHT...MOSTLY CLOUDY WITH A 40 PERCENT CHANCE OF RAIN.
VERY WINDY WITH LOWS AROUND 70.
.WEDNESDAY...PARTLY CLOUDY WITH A 20 PERCENT CHANCE OF RAIN. WINDY
WITH HIGHS IN THE MID 80S.
.WEDNESDAY NIGHT...BECOMING MOSTLY CLEAR. LOWS IN THE LOWER 70S.
.THURSDAY...MOSTLY SUNNY. HIGHS IN THE MID 80S.
.THURSDAY NIGHT...PARTLY CLOUDY. LOWS AROUND 70.
.FRIDAY...PARTLY CLOUDY. HIGHS IN THE MID 80S.

If this holds true, I will likely not have power or cell phone use for a few days.

I will do what I can to let friends/family know I am okay once things calm down. I am supposed to report to the station tomorrow and camp out there until Tuesday night. Not exactly the kind of camping I am used too :)

Keep watching CNN and The Weather Channel, you just may see me get blown around. :)

Til next time...

Please Take The Time To Read This

1. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make
you cry.




2. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,
doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.




3. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your
heart.




4. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them
knowing you can't have them.




5. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is
falling in love with your smile.



6. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the
world.



7. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste
their time on you.



8. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the
right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be
grateful.



9. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.



10. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to
do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust
next time around.



11. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try
and know someone else and expect them to know you.



12. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them
to.

FINALLY !!!!!

A gay movie is being made with hot mainstream actors.
Heath Ledger and Jake Gyllenhaal!

It looks like it is told in a good way for straight America to view it. Check it out!!

http://aypwip.com/bbm.htm