Odd Times Lately

Well...
Ophelia did miss. But perhaps a good thing she did.

Maybe it was the low pressure involved with her...or maybe just that dark cloud that won't go away over my head....but while she was at her closest to the coast, I found myself not caring about her. Or anything.

I thought my meds was supposed to suppress feelings like that? :)

But...then I saw a movie that changed that.

The exorcism of emily rose.

Scary? Yes. Because of the special effects? Sorta.

It is the first time I have seen a movie that really tries to explain how one becomes possessed over another. As far as possiblities.

But Emily (better know as Analiese) chose to die (this is a true story btw) in order to make sure her story was told to the world.

Well. I heard her story. I can see why now that she wanted it told.

So what impact did it have on me?
Well, just got me thinking more about my spiritual side of life. Something I have explored many times, but also discount at others.

Chris...(topher) thanks for helping me on the phone last night in talking about this...and God. Always interesting to hear another's point of view of life's biggest wonder.

And to the other Chris...(topher)....thank you. See you Friday night.

So I have decided to isolate myself for a bit. I hope others don't offense to it, I just need to truly think about who are my real friends in life right now. I feel that I am too open. Time for me to put a wall up I guess you would say. I mean, only so many times you can be shot before you realize you are not wearing a bullet proof vest.

*raises glass*
Here is to better times ahead ;)