Ha...it's almost funny

Okay, I am going to try to keep this from being a sappy post. I hate reading those as much as I do typing them. However, this blog is to experience what is going on in my life..and my thoughts. And right now, I am indeed in a low point. I have recently suffered a series of disappointments. Some I have been able to understand, some I remain clueless about. But regardless, I have not had much in the way of good luck in quite some time.

In fact, I started to wonder...wait. How do you measure what is good and bad luck? Is there a middle line you draw and you determine the type of luck for what falls above or below it???

Maybe so.

I mean...for some, the fact they had food today is good luck. For others, the concept that the their Diesel Jeans were seen on another fag at the bar...is bad luck.


Some may read this and think... Did "I" do something to make Brian feel he has bad luck? No.

In most situations I am struggling with right now, it involves people who are watching out for themselves... something I rarely do.

I am working on redrawing my middle ground line of luck as you read this. Maybe it's time to lower it...or accept the fact I will never have it as high as I deserve.

We'll see.